I got no regrets
Clean up any mess
Live my life like it's a sitcom, forget that stress
We fucking blessed homie
I was just a sad lil kid
But if you ask them if i'm awesome they'll say "yes he is"
And i'd say "yes she is" if they ask about you
But there's no point 'cause we just chilling, we got nothing to do
So i'ma do what i want til i stop wanting you
Nobody could tell me what the fuck i should do
You know i gotchu
That's what i do
I just talk in the booth
I been losing lots of sleep and i been in a bad place
But no-one could take your seat, so i really hope you stay
That's true shit
'cause i don't wanna do shit
I don't wanna play off, and i don't wanna prove shit
'cause i been playing god and now i'm lost up in the music
So you can tell your friends that i was never one to move with
I guess i'm kinda jealous and i guess i'm kinda worried
And i guess i'm kinda sad, tryna get happy in a hurry
And i'm fucked up but i don't cry 'cause boys don't do that shit
And maybe this is goodbye, i'm focused on this rap shit
I remember this is what we talked about
How it would feel when one of us ends up walking out
I know we need some space to breathe
There's not any kind of faith in me
I know nobody has forsaken me
But all i got now are some cigarettes and blunts with weed
The pictures flicker
My blood is thicker than the liquor
Cut off from our heartache but we're running out of scissors
I am not the person nor the boyfriend that you deserve
Lonely optimist just tryna fit you in his picture
All our definitions always differed
You're swimming in the ocean
I'm drowning in the river
I couldn't really see what you saw in me
I became possessive, wanted you calling me
I felt like everything had got me on my knees
But honestly
I don't think i'm the best for you
And that's probably not the best for me
None of this shit is destiny
The memories just keep depressing me
But the thing is, all that stress in me
Would disappear if i saw you, you don't mean less to me