[Verse 1]
Hasn’t been a day since I was last sober
Drink my life away want it to be over
Wishing everyday that I didn’t know her
Don’t care what they say keeping the blade closer

Tired of feeling I’m grabbing the rope
Wrap it round my neck just hoping I choke
Vision turns blurry hands around my throat
I should find help but I know that I won’t

I’m so broken I’m losing my mind
Sometimes I just wish I could turn back time
Can’t ever find peace, I just wanna feel fine
Girls really are the devil in disguise

Maybe they were right and I should just give up
How can I be happy when I can’t find love
I’m getting sick of never being enough
Cope with the pain by getting fucked up

[Verse 2]
I haven’t been feeling very well lately
Everyone in the world seems to just hate me
After everything this is what I deserve?
Fuck living it’s getting on my nerves
Been through a lot but still haven’t learned
Times will get better at least from what I heard
Don’t talk bout my problems none of it is your concern
Death is the only thing right now that I yearn

There’s too many questions, want answered before I die
Why did I believe you when I knew they were all lies
Why can’t I be happy why ain’t cupid on my side
Why do all the girls I love move onto the better guys

Life got me feeling at an all time low
I'm tryna stay strong, won’t let my tears show
Wanna feel better, I can only hope
What my purpose anyways? I don’t even know