Yusei
I Hate That I Love You
[Verse 1: Mercenary]
I disappoint myself
By expecting too much
I got so addicted, I loved your touch
But, I guess I was crazy to think there's an "us" (Goin' crazy)
Guess we both goin' crazy the way you actin' sus
I guess it's my fault, I followed my lust
You broke me mentally, dismantled my trust
Life without you, it's so hard to adjust
If my names in the wind
Then we've got a strong gust (Ay!)
I've been goin' down this road
I've been grindin' all along
Nobody to talk to, or hit me up on my phone
But really, it's better this way I'm alone
I'm serious about this music and I think that I've shown
That I still care about you, I still love those times
When we were together, I didn't have a dime
Now I'm up all alone and it's my time to shine
My numbers on the up but our love's declined
[Verse 2: Triple Blue]
Your love is addicting
I can't get enough
And you run me in circles
But, just won't let up
I'ma hate all these games
But, I'm lovin' the chase
I'll keep coming back for it, again and again
And again I'll come back, and I'll still get attached
Like we fight and we argue like every night
I hate that I love you
But, you'd say the same
I don't like the games
But, we play and we play
And you play with my feelings, I can't get away
Everything just keeps on pulling me back
My heart was broken, you went to attack
Why do I feel like I'm lost in the mix?
You'd say that you "miss me"
I know that's a lie
We find it, we lose
I'm asking you "Why?"
"Why can't I find love without all this pain?"
I hate that I love you, I'm going insane