I thought of you again, empty bottles by my bed
There not half empty, there not half full
They keep me numb, so fully cool
That way I won’t send, a message I’d regret
Freeze my thumbprint, pay out respects
Until I’m in debt, I don’t deserve love yet
I’m takin' strided steps, no more backward progress
Don’t care how awkward it gets, I’m gonna figure out this mess
Yeah, it took me a while to forget
Your laugh, your hair, your dress
But I moved my nest, and with it came what’s underneath my chеst
Involuntary beating, on the surface I am brеathing
But inside I’m bleeding, and I hide the tears I’m feeling
If I express emotional fear, maybe I’d start healing
It’s much easier concealing, I guess now I’m revealing
The truth of my pain, it lies within the rain
About to suffocate, from a lack of honest faith
I’m accountable, for the mistakes I pull
Devouring self cannibal, retiring from Hannibal
Finding a hand to hold, my life now manageable

I’m gone when you’re there
You’re gone when I’m here
We never found common ground
Why do we stick around?
Easier that you’re gone now, had to find my own route
The rain turned to snow mounds, my pain went below ground
I remain above, trudging to find love
Within myself because, I don’t give up
Except for on the drugs, my weakness became hugs
Such a cliché plug, but truth escapes no one
Running won't bring funds, trusting means you give some
Before you receive love, we have to get up, clean up, be someone
Make it something, you find fun
Be happy alone, before being known
By a mass, learn from the past
So your future has, a self second chance
Our life goes by quick, you should learn from all of this
Take your shots and don’t miss, if you do at least an attempt
Is something you proved to hit, improvement will bring contempt
But remember the goal intent, the journey will be the best
Possible investment, don’t take off your vest yet
The down talks just suggestion, you’re the star in question
Shine brighter than their mentions, prove your true intentions
Fall out of self affliction, and rise up a perfect image

I’m gone when you’re there
You’re gone when I’m here
We never found common ground
Why do we stick around?
I'm supposed to fight this piece of me
Maybe then I can find peace in me
Nothing good they say comes easily
And I've been lookin' at me evilly
My vulnerability became fragility
Inability the killers killin' me
I've been killing me, I've been losin' sleep
Lucid inside dreams, tryin' not to speak
But these dark parts of my heart shine with their own kind of light
And if I put them out of sight I start to lose my mind
Eyes full of love with my self hatred that made me so blinded
Maybe I should kill the coward inside of me with ... kindness
Goodnight sweet prince

Stay loyal to those you love and what you love to do
Then you'll love to do and those that love you... shall do love too

I’m gone when you’re there
You’re gone when I’m here
We never found common ground
Why do we stick around?