[Intro: Vict Molina]
Pain, i´ve been feeling pain
Just to hold on
And i don´t feel the same, so numb
I´ve been feeling pain
Just to hold on
And i don´t feel the same, so numb

[Chrous: Vict Molina, Sadboyrxse]
Pain, i´ve been feeling pain
Just to hold on
And i don´t feel the same, so numb
I´ve been feeling pain
I´ve been feeling pain
Just to hold on
And i don´t feel the same, so numb

[Verse 1: Sadboyrxse]
I´m in pain, wanna put 10 shots in my brain
And i told you that i´d never feel same
But you still believed me anyway
And that´s what i love about you
But you make it hard to wanna be around you
You got lost and that´s how i found you
´´Suicide i´m tryna get around you´´
The devil told me to just kill myself
Looked in the mirror and i told myself
I´m on my own i do not need help
They´re looking for me for a show n tell
I told you that i´m feeling pain
I told you i´ll not feel the same
You telling me i´m not to blame
But i know that i am thе blame
´´Suicide ain´t pain´´
[Chrous: Vict Molina]
Pain, i´ve been feeling pain
Just to hold on
And i don´t feel thе same, so numb
I´ve been feeling pain
I´ve been feeling pain
Just to hold on
And i don´t feel the same, so numb

[Verse 2: Sadboyrxse]
What about our anniversary?
You didn´t call me now it´s hurting me
I love you girl, but you working me
Another comment and i´m burning me
You tryna make it seem like i´m wrong
But you the one who fucking up the zone
But i do not wanna be alone
That´s why i´m rapping bout you in this song
The end but it´s sounding very long
I´m not loved so i´m hiding in the dark
Sitting in here taking tyle and them narcs
I wanna see you but you living very far
I told my momma that you are who you are
I was hoping we could go and see the stars
But like i said you tried to leave me and dark
Sitting in here taking tyle and them narcs
I won´t see you in the morn´
[Chrous: Vict Molina]
Pain, i´ve been feeling pain
Just to hold on
And i don´t feel the same, so numb
I´ve been feeling pain
I´ve been feeling pain
Just to hold on
And i don´t feel the same, so numb

[Interlude: Saboyrxse]
I told you that i´m feeling pain
I told you i´ll not feel the same
You telling me i´m not to blame
But i know that i am the blame
´´Suicide ain´t pain´´

[Post Chrous: Vict Molina]
I know your so fine
So well
I´ve been trapped in my mind girl
Just holding on
I don´t wanna pretend were something
Were nothing
I´ve been stuck thinking bout her
I can´t hold on
[Outro: Sadboyrxse]
Don´t let others control you
Don´t let police patrol you
Don´t let anyone own you
Only you can own you