[Intro]
I understand what it is to be alone, I really do
I know a lot of you guys go through it
I don't know who you are, I don't know how you got to my song
But I just want y'all to know that I love you
With all my heart, I love you
Thank you
[Verse]
I can barely say my name
And when we're face to face, I just don't know what else to say
My life is pretty boring, I'm just lonely and a lame
I know that I'm fucked up and I just don't know how to change
I'm just tryna be accepted but I cannot find my place
And I fell in love with that smile on your face
I don't understand why it's love that I chase
I guess I'll die alone 'cause I cannot change my ways
And the tears go on this page
Or how I break my heart and let it build up into rage
I know they find a meaning in the fuckin' words I say
Keep saying you're alone but never felt the fuckin' pain
You're just a crush that went too far
I hope you find a lover who won't break your fuckin' heart
I brought myself this pain, so I'll just put it in a song
I wonder why I let it go on for so long
[Outro]
So lo-ong
So long
I hope you find a lover who won't break your fuckin' heart
(I can barely say my name)
(And when we're face to face, I just don't know what else to say)
I feel like I'm dead (My life is pretty boring, I'm just lonely and a lame)
Yeah, but you're, but you're not, you're— (I know that I'm fucked up and I just don't know how to change)
I'm alive, but I'm dead (I'm just tryna be accepted but I cannot find my place)
(And I fell in love with that smile on your face)
(I don't understand why it's love that I chase)
When you have this genuine, genuine feeling that you get from somebody (I guess I'll die alone 'cause I cannot change my ways)
And you get-make them your source of happiness (I can barely say my name)
Obviously, it becomes like, may-maybe from your drug (And when we're face to face, I just don't know what else to say)
Like, this girl became your drug (My life is pretty boring, I'm just lonely and a lame)
(I know that I'm fucked up and I just don't know how to change)
(I'm just tryna be accepted but I cannot find my place)
(And I fell in love with that smile on your face)
Yeah, I know how it feels to be alone (I don't understand why it's love that I chase)
I know how it feels to be around people but feel alone (I g—)
Like, I'll be around a million people and I'll, like, still feel alone