I'm just a kid still afraid of the dark
Even in daylight
And facing my fears was never this hard
Before

I keep making noise to settle my nerves
I guess it sounds alright
But I'm just a fool cause it never worked
Before

I've got a bad memory
It's all coming back eventually

And if I said that I'm not what you thought I was
Would you hold it against me
And if I said that I am done
I've fought enough
Would you hold it against me

I'm just a kid but I've had some thoughts
That look just like monsters
So I'll fall asleep with my lights on
Again

I keep making noise to shut myself up
But I gotta wonder
How long will it take until i erupt
Again
I've got a bad memory
It's all coming back eventually

And if I said that I'm not what you thought I was
Would you hold it against me
And if I said that I am done
I've fought enough
Would you hold it against me

I've got a bad memory
It's all coming back eventually