[VERSE 1]
I thought this depression was over
These days I lose myself, looking for luck in the clovers
My demons tryna steal my dreams, driving a bulldozer
I got highs but I got lows; different mood same rollercoaster
They told me ”H, what are you looking for?”
I’m looking for the prize, I’m looking for the north
Henceforth I heard the devil knockin’ on the door
I’m so mad, I had to throw him on the floor
I know I got haters, so glad, they’re always looking for me
’Cause I do, what they can’t do, what they wanted to be
I swear that’s not a rap song, that’s my life song, what a sad song
I try to reach the hidden side of the moon, kinda Armstrong
I tried to look at myself but the mirror’s broken
I scream for help, HELP! Why are the walls screaming?
This fucking house is falling, sometimes I’m brokenhearted
I never talk, I just write songs ’cause I’m disregarded
Now I’m like fuck how I feel
I ain’t got no time to heal and I mean this forreal, for real
Now I’m like fuck how I feel
I ain’t got no time to heal and I mean this forreal, for real

[HOOK]
Take me away from here
Costs a day pay
And tho I see it all so clear
I wanna live through the rain
And I worry all the time
If it’s coming around the bend
Maybe I’m just going crazy
But it’s feels like

[VERSE 2]
I got the gun but I’m feeling like the hostage
Got regrets on my mind, prolly why I’m so cautious
I know the truth but they put the lies on stage
I believed in the « I love you », ‘cause they were so gorgeous
Is there a king? I don’t see no crown
Where are those friends? I don’t see no crowd
I’ve been down, drowning in the tears of a clown
I’m not the kid you saw wandering all around the town
If our tears were petrol, we would be the biggest supplier
Sometimes you don’t have enough water to douse the fire
So you take all your wrongs, man you pick what you got
And realize all these days, you’ve been your own satire
Shieldwall, shieldwall
Shield me, please, shield us
We’ve been tryna defeat our limits
Is there a doc to heal us?
Is there a doc to heal us ?
Shieldwall, shieldwall
Is there a doc to heal us ?

[HOOK]
Take me away from here
Costs a day pay
And tho I see it all so clear
I wanna live through the rain
And I worry all the time
If it’s coming around the bend
Maybe I’m just going crazy
But it’s feels like