Stand in my whirlpool of untold confessions
Soon I'll die a martyr of my own emotions
I deify the sinful heart that I am blessed with
Why can't I just find the meaning of these lessons?

I despise my own emotions
My very eyes are unforgiven
Still I try one last decision
To find my light for my redemption

I deny the horrid memory engraved in my cold mind
The picture painted
I can't take it
Losing my will to live without regrets
So why can't I just find my own way to forget it?

So walk a mile in my shoes
If you were mе what would you choose?
A soul like mine, bеaten and abused
Nothing to gain but all to lose

Some nights I hear you calling out to me
Your voice rings in my ears
The guilt consumes me every time I'm reminded of that memory
And I've tried to keep you alive in my heart for so many long years
But it's time I let go of my mistakes from the past
And set myself free