All around me you surprise me
Everything is so clear and divine
Feel it crawling deep inside me
Am I still staring down that line?
Always say you'll be here with me
Drowning in pools of cyanide
This bleeding heart will never faze me
Numbness lies forever inside

October
The years they disappear
Remember
The end of days is near

Indecisive
I am blinded
Nothing's harder than being alive
All the hatrеd
Nothing's sacred
Felt so empty all of my lifе
Make me worry
So unhappy
Never wished that this pain would arise
Was I really even worth it?
Pushing all these memories aside
And I can't wait to hear them scream