You fucked me in so many ways
What gave you pleasure gave me pain
What made this last, we'll never know
But still I feel this anger grow
If only I controlled my hate
Maybe we could've been the same
You smiled when you watched me die
You're fucked past guilt and built on lies
You told me that you meant no harm
And still I gave in to your charm
Now look and see how far that got me
There's nothing you can do to stop me
You took my soul
You sold me out
I saved your life
You watched me drown
I gave you everything I was
Now look at what you'vе fucking done

I settle in darknеss without you
This is my attempt to break away
I'm better off living without you
I only want you just to stay away

I sit here in the dark alone
And hope one day to find my home
And I believe that the end is near
Because with ending comes this fear
How can you say that I'm so blessed?
I'm living in a fucking mess
I'd rather die than be this man
You don't know who the fuck I am
How could you let things get so bad?
I gave you everything I had
You never cared
You never saw
That everything I did was all for you
Who do you think you are?
Why can't you just go away?