The calendar says may
But it is already september
Got me guessing on the days
Cause i dont remember
The last day i wasn’t bothered
By a searing fucking pain
The medication that im taking
Ain't working the right way
Drive me to the er for a shot of morphine
4:30 in the morning
And im screaming out my lungs
Try to take it easy
But you won’t

Every nights a party
When you wanna stay fucked up
Will you say the same sentence
In the morning throwing up?
Do you have the same mindset
Rolling that 6th blunt?
Do these stupid fucking choices
Really give you such a rush?
I just woke up
I know
Im fucked
Meet me at the corner
Of the disagreement
Eating at the ruts
Im too strung out
On clout
That i dont even have
If i ever come up on some
Imma give it right back
What u see
Is what u get
I sleep thru the days
To feel closer to death
All this weed in my chest
Got me restin
Nah, i ain't even tryin
To make sense of the words
They go flyin
But shawty dont mind it
So imma just kick back
And go for the ride
Ive got ghosts in my aura
Ive got smoke in my eyes
I been shed a tear
But i ain't ever cry
I walk like a soldier
Right into the fight
My thoughts keep me restless
All throughout the night
Still keepin it quiet
Im lit out in public
Fucked with the spins
And im stumblin
Roll up a spliff
Someone give me the light
We're fully entranced
By these drugs and the height
Every nights a party
When you wanna stay fucked up
Will you say the same sentence
In the morning throwing up?
Do you have the same mindset
Rolling that 6th blunt?
Do these stupid fucking choices
Really give you such a rush?
I just woke up
I know
Im fucked
Meet me at the corner
Of the disagreement
Eating at the ruts
Im too strung out
On clout
That i dont even have
If i ever come up on some
Imma give it right back