I don't want another reason to die
I don't know when that passion left me
I don't ever wanna wake up early
I don't think I deserve that sunshine
2 years I've been tryna figure it out
I just keep walkin' around in circles
How many times will I find myself
Stuck in time in the middle of the line?

Toxic friends have gone away
Now I don't know anybody
Burnin' bridges like the plague
I can walk on water anyway
It feels like the worst time
To be young and alive
We're all just passin' by
We've witnessed the worst side

Of our people
Were powerless
We've taken blame for it all
I've been couped up
Tryna figure it out
And you're awestruck
With that gape in your mouth
I'm sorry, I'm exhausted
I knew myself but I lost it
I'm fallin' apart, you can take it or toss it
Toss it, I'm toxic, I'm head sick
I feel it in my brain
The expression on your face
Says everything that you don't say
Lost it, I'm off it, I'm on one
These pills and weed keep me headstrong
How else am I to cope with this?

At least tell me what you're waiting for
Everybody's fakin' a smile
There's too many things that I cannot let go of
I'm doin' my best
But it gets hard to keep
Tryin' to do the right thing