[Intro]
Sauron

[Verse 1: LXWLIFE]
Just know that I died right in front of you
But I try to maintain this incredible
This feelin' ain’t forever, no chemical
I’m countin' the money, add decibels
I know that my pain is a festival
That comes any minute, no mention note
I’m countin' these seasons 'till all of this meaning
Give me no reason to let it go
It’s in my head, isn’t it?
It’s in my head, isn’t it?
It’s in my head
It’s in my head
It’s in my head, isn’t it?
'Cause I want my fam with the Benjamin’s
I wanna live with some happiness
Tired of wantin' to end this shit
Tired of wantin' to end this shit

[Verse 2: SURGE]
Black in limbo, life a riddle
Wore my widow, shadow narrow
Want it all but felt lower
Sober, older, horror
Retrogade, low anti
Don't hesitate, filth my grime
Shorty want me, she a dime
[Hook: SURGE & LXWLIFE]
Pretend everything's okay
Dilelate, run up my veins
Pretend everything's okay
Dilelate, run up my veins
(Last night, I killed myself)
Pretend everything's okay
(Last night, I killed myself)
Dilelate, run up my veins
(Last night, I killed myself)
Pretend everything's okay
(Last night, I killed myself)
Dilelate, run up my veins

[Outro: Kurt Cobain, Grouper & LXWLIFE]
I'm constantly confused, I-I'm just as confused as anybody, if not more, um, y'know, everybody, everyone deals with themselves in different ways. Everyone feels insecure at times [?], y'know. Sure, it happens to me all the time, just like anybody-, I don't-, I can't think of like, exact reasons because, I mean, that's,- that's why people feel really vulnerable and confused because they can't understand why they're feeling that way, so, it takes them a while to figure it out
Throwin’ poison seeds into the wind
Make the poison tree to grow in me begin
Let your branches fork my veins
Let your honey tide in me
Throwin’ poison seeds into the wind
Make the poison tree to grow in me begin
Let your branches fork my veins
Let your honey tide in me
I can't contain
I can't contain
I can't contain
I can't contain
Forever insane
Forever insane
Forever in-