[Intro]
-if he didn't have these other problems, but his own illness kept getting in the way and making it harder and harder for him to function, y'know?

[Verse 1: LXWLIFE]
I'm by myself, I know you see it
All these fuckin' demons, they keep lurkin', they keep creepin' every season
In the fall, I do get used to that
I never said I was a diplomat
Hold up, wait a minute, year ago, I had no vision
Now I'm steady fuckin' lifitn', hopin' one day I'm forgivin'
Reasons of me livin', you cannot win
Motherfuck yo' schemes, 2MG and I'm the grim
Lil' reaper death note (Lil' reaper death note)
Lost sight, you know (Lost sight, you know)
Wrist froze, I'm home (Wrist froze, I'm home)
Leave a grave and leave a rose
At the doubt of the tone

[Bridge: LXWLIFE]
Lil' reaper death note (Lil' reaper death note)
Lost sight, you know (Lost sight, you know)
Wrist froze, I'm home (Wrist froze, I'm home)
Leave a grave and leave a rose
At the doubt of the tone

[Verse 2: SURGE]
Black tinted heart
Rose pedals, blue medals
Thorns pointed out, goddamn, I'm holdin' back
I think I'm eager to let the stress erupt
Front porch, smokin' blunts, no communication
Empty road, I keep fallin' like I worship to Satan
No love is basic but a bitch keep playin'
I jumped on a note, cannot function today
Were my eyes just slow or did my soul just part ways?
I'll stay
[Outro]
It just hit me like, just, like a ton of bricks. I was disoriented, I couldn't communicate with my friends. I-I-I, uh, I-I-I, um, I just turned to art