[Verse 1: SURGE]
I don't know what's going on in my head
Remember that I wanna be fuckin' dead
Poppin' meds then I'm dippin', another state
I can't feel my face, can't be in this state
I used to handle myself back in the day
It's harder when they part ways
They don't know when to flake
I need money in the safe
But I just decay aways
It was simple, it's the pain
I need drugs for the day-day
I ain't get my way-way
I made too many mistakes-stakes
I need a fuckin' break before I fuckin' break
I took all the hate-hate
Wish we all the same fate
Every night, still the same
It's too late-late, it's too late-late

[Interlude]
*Beat switch*

[Verse 2: LXWLIFE]
In my 2 phones, girl, you [?]
I like how I rot, in the store, I bought, yeah
21 years gone 'til [?], yeah
21 years by, I can't be involved, shit
Why you do me wrong?
I can't hear yo' calls, yeah
Everywhere I go, I go with withdrawals, aye
Hangin' from the top, [?]
I just know [?], what I fuckin' thought, yeah
What I fuckin' thought, I lose [?]
Like, [?]
Ain't shit changed from the time I go, aye
I won't let go, you won't [?]