[Verse 1]
Not gonna lie, been feeling kinda lonely
Been by myself, could've used a homie
Been all alone, nobody wanna hold me
Been all alone, nobody wanna hold me, damn
These people wanna see me fail
Telling me they down, when I get down they bail
Took off fast like mail
Wouldn't give a shit if I was up in jail
Coming home see my mom passed out off the bottle
How i'm supposed to live my life when she know she the fucking model
See that's the kinda shit I just can't have up in my life
People thought I had it easy just because i'm white
But it's not like that
Kinda wish I had my old life back
Life switched lanes, shit got fast
But I can't move on when i'm living in the past
Damn, living in the past
Life switched lanes, shit got fast
Put it all on blast

[Verse 2]
Go to school, tie my lace
People only seeing whats on my face
Nobody ever get to see what I got below
What I got to feel, what I got to show
What I got to live, what my life has done
What I got to give, what I do for fun
Falling for this chick she told me i'm the one
Saying that she felt feelings but she ain't felt none
And that's a new type of pain
Telling me she love me, lying to my face
I don't even know how to deal with that
Wish you'd hit me up and then i'd hit you back
Wishing I could see your name pop up on my phone
Wishing I could smoke, wish i'd get stoned
But i'm all by myself, chilled to the bone
Knowing this is something that I gotta do alone