[Verse]
Young kid on the block
I ain't never had a whip, so I always had to walk
I ain’t never had a chick, so I always had a thot
I was tryna flip a pack, I would keep it in my sock
Always watch my fucking back, I ain't fucking with the ops
I was going to the plug and I was taking out a loan
Then i'd go out and i’d flip it just to pay back what I owed
That's the shit that I was on, even back when I was off
I was looking for myself, but shit I wasn't even lost
I ain't even fucking eat, I was living on a budget
I was selling all the shake and I was keeping all the nuggets
That was back fore' shit changed
But i'm looking back at it now, and it's sill the same
It's still the same
Then the bills turned blue and my soul turned black
All that innocence and selflessness, i’ll never get it back
Looking at my first band, I was feeling like a dad
I was thinking bout’ that money, like how much i'm gonna add
Picked up a QP
Then I sold a half ounce, I still had 100 G’s
I had chose my own path, thinking who I wanna be
So I locked myself in and I threw away the key
Could've been a good kid, but i guess i'll never see
Moved up off the bags to the tabs
One my homies said that I should come sesh in the lab
Made a couple songs, had the stu in his closet
Man all night long, I was flowing like a faucet
Then I made Gucci Slides, I took music as a joke
But a white boy with flow, man they said I could go
Think I got a thousand views, and I made em' in a week
That’s the shit had me thinking maybe music is for me
So I got my own mic, started on the EP
Thinking ima blow up, man this shit easy
But not so much, man that shit gets tough
Got no ideas, vocab's not enough
So I hyped up the tape, told my whole school about
How i was making an EP, just so I could get the clout
Man that tape was so heavily waited on
So I was confused when it's so heavily hated on
It wasn't even bad, it's just people love to hate
Looking back at it now, best shit I ever made
I ain't even give a fuck, all those people so fake
So I cut them all out, who the fuck need a snake
Then I took some time off, didn't even smoke weed
Spent a couple months lone and a couple months clean
Cut out all the negatives, I could do without em'
Then I spent a whole couple months on that fucking album
Called it Vibes, all the shit that I was feeling
All the blood, sweat, and tears, all the pain that I was healing
Over ten thousand views, made them feel my pain
But i'm looking back at it now, and it's still the same