East on the Black Coast
Exit
[Verse 1]
Exit, see these dots on my wrist?
How you picture this? Eyes start to twist
Turning slowly black, i'm driven by possession
My emotions needs expression, from the outside it's an obsession
Therapy, session after session, i don't learn my fucking lesson
Trazodone, Paxil, Xanax, where is my serotonin?
Where are my friends? All messages left unseen
Insomnia, i'm up all night, just staring at the screen
In the mirror, a duality, the ghost of my true rival
Desperate for hope's arrival while i tight up the rope
And become suicidal...

[Verse 2]
​What are good choices, how should i pick them?
When my mind is evil and i’m the victim?
I’m a slave to my fears, nothing reach my ears
Everytime i think about it, i end up in tears
Are the dark demons real? Or is it just me?
I’m tortured by pictures nobody can see
Encourage my soul, i need strength to resist
How to overcome them if they don’t exist?
Experience​ trough emotions, last episode was intense
Not worth to trust myself my thoughts make no more sense
Escape plan from the pain, drugs are my defense
Keep my body numb, slay the demons i won’t serve
Nostalgic about the beauty i don’t deserve...

[Verse 3]
Fuck negativity, i’m tired of this shit
Tired of people wanting me to quit
Everytime i spit my accent doesn’t sound decent
Progress they can’t stand claiming i pretend
To be what i'am, how my personallity went
It’s no reallity, it’s all inside of me
Because i see what they can’t realize
So they don’t sympathize to​ what’s in front of their eyes
Trapped into lies they blur the real price
Of what it takes to allow you fantasize
To breath your vision, having your own fucking mission
I lost my sanity to escape this misery
Using my abillity to set my dreams free
Fuck a hater, life could be greater
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