Jocelyn Flores Remix

[Chorus]

Every time that I open my eyes

I might be awake but I don't feel alive

Really I just feel dead inside

I really feel like I'm losing my mind



[Verse]

They don't really understand my pain

They dont really understand my brain

They dont really understand that I feel insane

They don't understand the thoughts

That just be runnin through my brain

Late night when I'm staring at my ceiling

Wondering why no one else can feel what I am feeling

Why am I the only one on earth that really thinks this way

Why's the man in the mirror the only person that relates to me

15 but got grown men hating me

And no matter where I go people fake to me

Just look at where the world at it's a pain to see

People dying

And these people losing family

Got kids but they're still living on the street

Racism in the world still from east to west

People living with anxiety they feeling stressed

And it got me asking god if it's just a test or what



[PreChorus]

Cuz I've been felling pain I've been feeling pain all day

And I just feel insane i just feel insane always

And I've been feeling pain I've been feeling pain all day



[Chorus]

Every time that I open my eyes

I might be awake but I don't feel alive