Lately this depression been takin over my mind/
I’ve been tryna help the kids because that’s what I am inclined/
To do/
But I’ve got monsters in my head tryna take me to/

I try to tell myself that everything gone be okay/
But all these monsters in my head say that they here to stay/

Try not to listen to um/
But they inflicting pain/
These fricken demons in my head they just won’t go away

I start to think that they might just live inside of me/
But then again all these monsters do is lie to me/

At least I think they do/
Or maybe I just hope.../
Cuz if what they say is true well then I don’t know/

What the future holds/

I’m tryna make it through the pain/
I’m tryna see these brighter days/
But I can’t/
When everything I love always fades away/

Everything I love/
Everything I trust/
Everything I touch/
Always turns to dust/

I’ve got anxiety from everyone who’s lied to me
I used to be more open now I stay alone in privacy
When I was open people really never understood
So now I lie to people’s faces I say that I’m good
You don’t wanna hear it like this?
Well then don’t ask how I am
I think that’s why nobody talks to me cuz they don’t understand
So I just keep my struggles to myself
And focus on the music
But I’ve been feeling stressed out and I think I’m bout to lose it
And my smile don’t make me happy, if you think that you’re mistaken
Because every single day I swear I think my body’s breakin
And I feel like I’ve seen gods face
Still question faith
If I make one more mistake
Then I swear ima break
And I just want to know why I’m losin my mind
And there’s so many fricken things I wanna rewind
And there’s so many times in like that I wanna die
And I really wish that I could say this song was a lie

I got monsters under my bed
Monsters in my head
Monsters that won’t go away