Feel like I'm better off dead
These thoughts in my head are better unsaid
I like it better when you're in my bed
I'm alone in my sheets, no chance of some rest
Do you feel okay I don't
I can't feel im fucking numb
I need you to wake me up
Not feeling this I might give up

Why do my problems always come back
How can I get up if everything's so bad
Why do my problems always come back
How can I get up if everything's so bad

And every Winter I get much colder
Every day feel weight on my shoulders
Every step i take is longer
Live fast die young I'm a goner

(And every Winter I get much colder
Every day feel weight on my shoulders
Every step i take is longer
Live fast die young I'm a goner)

Tell me life's not okay
Cause life is fucked from what I think
Tell me it gets better
Tell me that you're mine forever
Oh did you get lost in the photos
And you can't let go of the past
Well im still here so you know you
Can call me when it gets bad