And It's like this life that I've been trapped in
Is why the bad always keeps on happenin'
But I keep on laughin' through my deepest blackness cuz soon I'ma leave and I'll be the badest

Listen
Everytime I'm livin'
I get up
I keep on spittin'
I try to nod and listen
To all the critisism
But it doesn't really matter
Cuz this life that has me shattered
Is what I'll give ya on a platter
When I'm rappin'

But you never try to pick apart the lyrics when you hear 'em
You just wanna listen and sing music and feel it
And I don't know if I can keep my lyrics concealed up
So maybe I should start to spit them like a tiny bit clearer

And I'm
Always gonna be the underdog that you feel
Will never reach main appeal but still you will fear
Cuz I'll always pedal to the metal 'till I got no wheels
But I'm here and you guys gots to fear

What I'm capable of
Man, I'm breakin' your skull
And it's ironic how I'll break you with my records and huh
Never really thought about what'll happen
If I make it to the top and you start to handout

Start saying Yuri man you can rap now?
Are you the one willing to spew some raps now?
All of a sudden you're in a cool band wow
Wait hold up, woah, are you the man now?

Not yet but soon I will be
Kill me
I'll comeback rude
And still be
The dude who you'll play in your room im guilty

What you know about your family breaking right in front of you?
Huh? What you gonna do?
When no-one in life can ever even comfort you
Damn, where you goin' beat, come back
I ain't done with you

Never gonna be the one
Who will shove a dude
Just to go and try to get his name up on news
And maybe try to use this as a dumb excuse
To boost up his views
No hard work cuz he loves to do
All these shortcuts and stuff that you
Can getaway and do
I'm placed with you in this game

I'll race and vroom
Make a plan
Then I'll chase it through
Take advantage of this whole entire game
I'm through
Never wanted fame but today I do
Man I'm great and boom
Never gonna be the one who's fake or through
Just wait a few
Till I have a big stage and crew
To do what I really came to do, uh
While I aim at you

The world's weight is on my shoulders again
But I won't let go, not till the end
I can't let my weakness show
I will fight I will strive
To become the greatest alive
I won't lie down and let my dreams die
I will be the greatest alive

I've been caged
These days it's been hard to speak
So am I to blame cuz I stopped talkin' to God these weeks
I feel so weak
I need some sleep
But this time, it's a different kind of pain, it's real

I feel
I only feel peace when I'm in the field
My feet can't seem to carry both my crippling knees
I need a miracle so I think bring me peace
Please God please give me the strength that I need

My family is broken
I try to stay hopeful
But every time I hope for an escape I feel more broken

I'm drownin' need some floaters
I'm plannin' stuff for both of
My parents, tryna calm 'em both down
'Fore they up and perish

I just spoke my mind free
And left it up to you
I wanna put this all behind me
But it's true

That it tore us apart
But it made us all grow
I remember the times when the pain was so cold
Though the whole time I would never let it show
I let my brain control, every line that I wrote
It was disguised that my mind had just broke
Now I'm cryin' just to find a sign of some hope

Ain't no-one alive
To change what I might
Be
Despite the
Stress, man I might just try lean
It's never likely
That my side piece
Will fight fears
Just to find me
Tho it's the right thing
Knives disguised thru white teens
Tryna seem like they slighty bright things
Sippin' on some Ice Tea
With them Nikes
Only to find she only wanted me for my keys
Oh, I need a psychi-
-atric ward
Cuz she playin' with my mind, reels me back and fourth
Feeling wack, of course
Due to the fact I let her entice me, she has me writin' about her laugh and sure
Never know what else to do when you're
Trapped in your own mind, your thoughts are sore
Thinkin' how am I gonna make this bop galore

The world's weight is on my shoulders again
But I won't let go, not till the end
I can't let my weakness show
I will fight I will strive
To become the greatest alive
I won't lie down and let my dreams die
I will be the greatest alive