Yo
I just wanna let you know
One last time before I up and let you go
You ain't to blame, it was me and my hope
Next time I'll cut the rope that I hold
When there's no more

Chance for us to hold each other close
Never wanted anything in life but I loathe
For this thing I wanna own

And it's you, but you've spread your wings and you've flown
Away from this god damn home

That we've built
And I've killed
For this thing
To make it up and work
But we still find the things that make us feel hurt

Sometimes, we're joking
And we throw fits
But this time we rose with commotion and now we've been broken

When I said you was an angel
It seems that you took it a bit too far

Cuz you flung across the table
Then reached for my arms
We fought but weren't stable
Then rung the alarms

Cuz the thing that made us feel crazed was the fact that the words are what pained us most

And I know
You ain't the fondest
Of second chances, honest
But you actually gave me one when I did
A mistake and for that you're a goddess
But please try to acknowledge
That we ain't two teens from college
Hell, we've grown in each other's arms and I feel like we've demolished
This love that we've tarnished

I just wanted to hear your voice
Just wanted to know that you're okay
My mind is racing
My heart is aching
Just needed to let you know
All of the truths I never showed
I just need you to
Pick up the phone

You know what?
I don't care anymore
Everything I see man it tears me to know
What we coulda been man I ain't even know
Everything that you did just waved me to go

Feeling so done
With all of this stuff
I wish we'd go back cuz enough is enough
And above all our love
Rests our demons
So they rough it up
So we can't feel it

The feeling of seemin' appealin'
Is startin' to fade away
I'm dreamin' of leavin' but still I stay and I wait
Hopin' for the day that we can wake in our place
Away from our days
Full of grey-ish mistakes

Now I'm playing with fate
Seeing if I can keep prayin' to make
You stay in this place
The sky greyish with ache
Remember when we used to say it would rain

Or savoir the pain
I'd do anything for another taste at the pain
Cuz there was a little rush that we had that was enough to retract all of the things said
(Man, am I done)

Even if you see my three missed calls and you still block me
I'ma still feel this need to not move on and nobody can stop me

I need and answer from you or God please
Cuz you got me
Feelin' so sloppy
I'll probably
End up droppin' dead or stompin' in and doin' somethin' that I might regret

I just wanted to hear your voice
Just wanted to know that you're okay
My mind is racing
My heart is aching
Just needed to let you know
All of the truths I never showed
I just need you to
Pick up the phone

I guess I'm walking this road all alone
Gotta make it home

Never wanna be seen this weak
Repeat my sins in my head while I keep thinking like hell

I don't know
Wish you'd pick up the phone
And talk too
Maybe hear you say I love you
One last time 'fore we up and rush through
But baby know that I only want you

This time
I will climb any hill, height
I will buy anything you think's nice
I will try to take you on a night drive
Said
Take you on a night drive

Cuz I need you on the line
Man I see us both in a Jeep we'd ride
Meet my bride
That's right, you'd be my wife
But Jesus Christ

I've been feelin' like, um...

Ever since you left I'm breathing ice
Is it leaving time?
Cuz I see no reason to keep on
Freezin' believin' that maybe you will seep in
And leave a
Message for me to sleep with
But this hill is a steep end
Watch me fall and get killed from this evil
Yelling in the middle of a street full
Of people
I'm feelin'
I had it up to here and
I'm leaving

I just wanted to hear your voice
Just wanted to know that you're okay
My mind is racing
My heart is aching
Just needed to let you know
All of the truths I never showed
I just need you to
Pick up the phone