They ask me if I'm okay
They ask me if I'm here
I'm here, just having trouble tryna fathom and speak
You see, sometimes you gotta step away from the mic
Cuz some words are kinda hard to recite
It's like
Everything you wanted is no longer in sight
And every dream that you have just fades with the night
And now you scream cuz you feel like you cannot fight
The walls seem like they see and they're growin' some eyes

I'm like
Standin' in the streat soaked with rain water
Last one standing, the others? Well pain got 'em
There's demons talkin' all 'em just talkin' up in my noggin'
But I got a real problem, the problem is I can't stop 'em

There's not a feelin' that I haven't tangled with
Sometimes I'm feelin' too mad for Anger management
Other times, I stare right at the mirror just standin' still
But now, I feel like it's time my wrist got slit, I

Keep it real but feel so fake, I
Go to the club but the figure's opaque, I'm
Havin' a lil trouble, that look on your face
Why don't we take it all back to, back to my place

Help me forget the pain
Just for the night
Trying so hard to be okay
But im losing the fight, yeah

So what do I do?
(Die)
Ugh, Damn it, I
I forgot about you
There's this thing in my head that's blockin' my view
Now my stomach's mumblin' and I'm wanting to puke

I always believed that everything happens for reasons
Even said that on Need Some Sleep when
I thought I was in pain, but now that I'm barely breathin'
I know that everything that happens in life is tryna make you weaker

But I grab fear from the neck and I gradually beat her
'Till she can't speak nor can she even breathe neither
I'm screamin' "How's it feel now to be one of the people!?"
Beat her till her face is so deformed that I can't even see her

I'm tryna be the only one who survives
I wanna be alive
No wait, I wanna die
I don't know what I want
I just feel like I'm empty, all up inside
There's nothing to find, man look me in my eyes and

Tell me that I'm sane
Tell me that I have a chance to go back to the days
Where I would throw on a Slim record to forget about the pain
Cuz nowadays I feel like to music I'm just a damn slave

Help me forget the pain
Just for the night
Trying so hard to be okay
But im losing the fight, yeah

I keep smilin' just tryna hide the pain
I keep tryna sign a paper with my name
I'm making a deal with the demons all up in my brain
I sell 'em my soul, then they try to ease up on the pain

Damn it, listen to the hook and just help me
I got a hundred friends but none of them can get me
(Tell me, have you ever felt so empty)

Now I'm repeating myself but I can't help it cuz I've been feelin' so stressed

But this time, I ain't putting down the mic
You critics can call it what you want but get ready to fight
Pull up to the club with a jacket full of some nines
Then spit some contradicting lyrics while I kill 'em on sight

Tell me what it's like to feel empty yet blessed
So you have everything therefore you can't be depressed
But you ain't happy neither, you're just standing just still
Like a manequin
Trapped again you feel you're out of your skin

Who are you to judge me?
Bitch I'm fuckin' ugly
There ain't nothing new you can say that'll stun me

I'm far from perfect cuz I'm just a man
But you're far from perfect cuz u got your head up your ass

Like damn

Why am I wasting time thinkin' bout what rhyme to spit

Why am I wasting time thinkin' bout what you guys think

Doctor, listen I'm not that sick
I got some shit, that stops this shit
Not drugs, I meant my pen and my rhymes
Trust me, Doc, I'm ready, I'm fine
Machete and Knives
I mean, I'm ready, I'm fine