've been meeting people, with a different taste
I've been seeing people preferring a certain race
I've been seeing people who have been hurt in ways
So bad that I don't know if I should even begin to explain

Listen
Many might know me for my positive jokes
Others know me as one of the more popular folks
And sometimes some know me while I probably don't
Just know that not the same you exists in all of these domes

Look, keep in mind that just cuz I ain't dont ya to know
Doesn't mean that I have never ever fought or lost hope
To my mother, used to be just an abdominal poke
Now she 'bout to slit her wrist while I scream ''mama no don't''

Saw my fam fall apart then picked up the pieces
You broke my moms heart, left her bleedin' and screamin'
Helped you back up, said get up we need ya
C'mon that'll help but after, you're leavin'

But whatever it's fine
Everything moves on, that's the law of time
I've got a lot of time
Sitting in the subway so I gotta rhyme
Yo, I got this line
You wanna hear it?
It talks about how I've lost my mind and inner spirit
Happiness to me is a word while you feel it
I've lost all passion for things that are dearest
To my heart
And I feel the demons are in the dark
Everywhere I go, they be watching from a far
Every face I see has a story or a scar
Every place I go, whether close or very far
Never feels like home, but I know that's the start

Like damn
Anybody know who I am?
Like who is this
Who is this stupid kid
Very new at this
Old school shit
Tryna be what he can't
Godamn uh

I've got this sickness in my mind that needs some treatment
I've got these people in my life that need some sleeping
I've got these people in my life that need some bleeding
Tear open their flesh and their bones; I eat 'em

I'ma give all I got to be an artist that
Works until he gets a fuckin' heart attack
And If you ever say someone has harder raps
I'ma twist ur fuckin' neck like a bottle cap

Cuz I'm part of that
Top one percent that can harvest that
Top one percent

Fuel and fire
That I need to use to fire
Up a formula that'll help me find
The new Mariah; Habiba

Got a lotta stuff I wanna do
Keep it going
Keep it going
Infamous flowing
You know it-no wait
We don't do spiritual miracle shit

Sir-