[Verse]

Everything I have I ain't never wanted
You're a piece of the past now i'm feelin haunted
Everybody ask me why we ain't talkin
I just tell'em it was all fate wasn't toxic
That's a lie
Every single night I would cry
Laying in my bed wishing I was not alive
Every single thing that you said into my eyes
Manipulated me so I could not see through the lies
Every time that I see a vision of your face
I forget where to go gotta find a safe place
Now i'm filled with anger inside and fuckin hate
It's been about a day since thе last time I ate
Gave you my lovе now look what you've done
Bursting my heart into flames like the sun
I guess everything that I said means nun
Russian roulette by myself your the gun
I created you from a place of despairity
Now that you're gone i'm still looking for clarity
You took my heart but ain't bother to share with me
Don't want attention I ain't not a charity
Do I feel fine as of now I said barely
I created you from a place of despairity
Now that you're gone i'm still looking for clarity
You took my heart but ain't bother to share with me
Don't want attention I ain't not a charity
Do I feel fine as of now I said barely
Yeah
Everybody asks why the hell i'm so alone
And everybody asks why I don't pick up the phone
And everybody asks why I never leave my home
I don't really know guess it's cuz of that hoe
Affection is something you struggled to show
You tested my patience I hope that you know
You controlled me had me chained to your heart
And you say that your dumb but your so very smart
You took the safety of love made it dangerous
Girl hope you know ain't nobody compare to us
That's what I told you it's what I believed
I'm begging to you from the floor on my knees
Love is not something i'm willing to play with
Brand new people are not ones I hang with
Blew up my phone cuz you know I can't take it
Ways that I feel everyday I just hate it
Loved you forever until it was toxic
I wanna jump in the crowd of a mosh pit
I wanna hurt people who talkin nonsense
I wanna blow out my brains when i'm conscious
Tried to forgive you i'm trying again
But all the late nights replay in my head
You made me feel like i'm better off dead
Left me to drown when I couldn't tread
Tried to forgive you i'm trying again
But all the late nights replay in my head
You made me feel like i'm better off dead
Left me to drown when I couldn't tread