A lot of shit above my head
I’m tryna figure it out
I think I’m living wild
Need to pick a different route

I think I’m trippin’ now
Done too much and sippin’ brown
Only talking to the mic
That’s the only one that’s listening (ooh)

Wonder how my mom used to leave and miss a child
After all the times of being sold and fucking [?] out
How could you just leave me hangin, hit the door and dip on out
Then you come back six years later thinkin’ we can fix it now

No, doesn’t work like that, we done
Reminiscent on that time together yeah it was real fun
But now it’s over with you lost your hope too quick
I knew it from the jump
And just like all the mornings I would rise up like the sun
Your only son, the one and only
Wasn’t there when I needed you now I’m lonely
You left a mark on me and damn that shit was so deep
Now just listen closely, this is what she told me :

You named me Owen River cause you said I’ll keep on flowin’
You’re the dam in my river stopping me from going
I need some space and some time so I can keep on going
I once spended all my mental on these instrumentals just to keep on going

You fucked me over to be honest I can’t even lie
And now you wonder why I always gotta stay so high
It eases pain that you done left me so I don’t go cry
And now all I gotta say to you is … goodbye

But maybe I’m not even done yet
I miss the times that we sat by the sunset
You loved my so much in mess of abundance
Who would’ve known it’ll turn down to nothin’

I never knew that it would end like this
I just hope that you can hear my wish
I just hope that you are doing well
Happy that you’re not locked up in a cell
I’m not gon’ lie though you put me through some hell
But in the end I hope that we both prevail

And hopefully one day I meet my sister
I ain’t even met her but I still feel like I miss her
Like I miss you, like I miss you
I still miss you

But everything happens for a reason
Things just got real cold and when it was the only season
Got too deep and lost up in a deep end
Back up on your feet, now, so our new chapter begins