[Hook]
I don't know what you want from me
But I can't love you it hurts me so deep
Hope you know, most these nights I don't sleep
Waiting for someone to hold me
Girl, I don't know what you want from me
But I can't love you, it hurts me so deep
Hope you know, most these nights I don't sleep
Waiting for someone to hold me

[Verse 1]
You're the only girl I ever gave my soul to
Always honest, I meant every word I told you
You had me running barefoot wearing no shoes
Broke the news on the phone I had no clue
Cause the whole truth turned into the cold truth
Does his touch warm your heart when he holds you
I can't trust you, no I hardly even know you
Anymore, yo I thought we'd grow old to-gether
But the weather has changed, and
Me and you, no never the same so
No way we're sharing the same soul
Forget the past cause it's way too painful

[Hook]
[Verse 2]
I woke up from a dream, saw his face
You were naked in his bed, he was taking my grace
Wouldn't tell me his name, you said it wasn't my place
Three days in a row, no that ain't a mistake
So how'd his dick feel, how'd his lips taste?
Did you meet him at a frat shitfaced?
Or was he just another undercover lover
That you didn't wanna mention when we spoke to one another, huh?
Had me so crazy, started thearapy
Got the nerve to say you still wanna marry me?
Listen baby oh you need to find some clarity
Don't manipulate my feelings that ain't fair to me
I can't cary this pain, I gotta let go
Trying to tell myself you wasn't that special
Had me breathing in stress instead of oxygen
Told my mom I'm having suicidal thoughts again
But you don't care, you be acting like it's just pretend
And when I see you, yo there's no way we can just be friends
I didn't love myself, I forgot how to
Realized that I only could without you

I didn't love myself, I forgot how to
Realized that I only could without you

[Hook x2]