[Verse 1: Rowan Webster-Shaw]
My personality and other things I lack
A constant reminder that I'm not good enough for you
Or anyone else
I'm getting bored of jacking off
So I'll read a book or pretend I am
Mikhail Baryshnikov

[Chorus: Rowan Webster-Shaw]
Run through everything I said at least two times
As I try to fall asleep but can't unwind
I take self esteem to a whole new low
In my double bed, thinking I'll do better next time I know

[Verse 2: Rowan Webster-Shaw]
Another night of thinking I will make it through this year, if it kills me
With The Mountain Goats on repeat
You tell me you've been drinking
You tell me that you're drunk
I've got so many questions
I don't know what you want
But I know just what I want

[Chorus: Rowan Webster-Shaw]
Run through everything I said at least two times
As I try to fall asleep but can't unwind
I take self esteem to a whole new low
In my double bed, thinking I'll do better next time I know