Eldest 11
Overdose
I adore how you embed yourself, and break off in shards
I feel so exposed. I've never been a hero
But you can count my blood and count the lacerations
In the stitches when I come!

Less time to decode...(she loves that cigarette)
Under the moon....
Less time to decode...

She can be a cavity ripping her way through
She'll make a mess of you. I got my first addiction
It's blowing up my chest. Lies are beautiful!
Then I come undone

Less time to decode...(she loves that cigarette)
Under the moon....
Less time to decode...

And I overdose!
The feelings rush inside!
(Like a hurricane)
I can't stay sober!
And I overdose!
The feelings rush inside!
(Like a hurricane)
I can't stay sober!

Sometimes you regulate, lubricate, take it on faith
Notate everything you hate and break it off in the wound

And I overdose!
The feelings rush inside!
(Like a hurricane)
I can't stay sober!
And I overdose!
The feelings rush inside!
(Like a hurricane)
I can't stay sober!
That's all!

I couldn't stop twitching!

And I overdose!
The feelings rush inside!
(Like a hurricane)
I can't stay sober!
And I overdose!
The feelings rush inside!
(Like a hurricane)
I can't stay sober!
That's all!

I did it and let you down!
You got nothing to say
Don't waste your time trying
Can't make me so we grow further apart
And this is me alone
I just want to feel good
And never take back anything!
Tell me when it's over
You never take any time
You never wanted to rhyme
I'll see you in the overdose!