Eldest 11
Sojourn
I'm all alone...Stripped down to the bone
Thinking of all the possibilities I may never see
Because there is no depth to me
I never cared much, but I know there is a way
But hey (you know) I get so tired of the world....

And having to FIGHT FOR EVERYTHING!
Even a fucking breath...
But I still go on and on. Even though I watched you perish
You're gone
After years and years that's not so easy for me
I would let the memories rest in peace
But I can't from the scars on my hands and knees

So am I wrong?
For feeling the way I do. It's all I know
I got in the habit of losing
So am I wrong?
For feeling the way I do. It's all I know
TOO fight, Preserve, PUSH AWAY BECAUSE I LOVE

I know there is a way
I need to leave my dreams and walk away
Stop walking, sit down to rest, kiss and talk and love the days
I use to want to be big and do BIG things...
But hey (you know) I get so tired of the world....

And having to FIGHT FOR EVERYTHING!
Even a fucking breath...
But I still go on and on. Even though I watched you perish
You're gone
After years and years that's not so easy for me
I would let the memories rest in peace
But I can't from the scars on my hands and knees

So am I wrong?
For feeling the way I do. It's all I know
I got in the habit of losing
So am I wrong?
For feeling the way I do. It's all....
TOO fight, Preserve, PUSH AWAY BECAUSE I LOVE
Sick Sad World My Home
Sick Sad World We Own
Sick Sad World My Home
Sick Sad World I Know
It's not a home....