(Verse)
I'm an adolescent, I'm fifteen
I go to high school with fools that hide tools
I got good grades in class, I was fly cool
Until, one day, these new kids arrived at school
They was picking on me and putting me in lockers
They kicked me when I was in soccer
Everybody espied me, nobody supplied a hand
Gaze at me as I get up and getting out of quicksand
I walk away at a slow pace, my face down in the hallway
In my section, they show venom there's no affection
I got my first wedgie and underwear showing
The bullies came back at me and was throwing rocks
I found a gun in my mom room and was cocking Glocks
My mom in the other room, she reading a newspaper
'Im not happy and not doing a caper
I want to end it right here and right now
I feel like I want to fight now
Everybody at my school going praise me when I die
They will fake cry and deny what they seen in they eyes
My grandma caught cancer, she sadly died
My sister died, when I was 9 years old, in this cold world
My dad was a dead dad, he was a deadbeat
He never called me, all them nights, I felt appalled
When I die, they may see me under bedsheets
This time, I'm dying by the trigga
I feel like I'm seeing the gun bigga
I shot myself in the head, now, I'm dead
You detect blood on my face, that's all red
My mom heard a shot and came in my room
She started breaking down and crying
What she seen was horrifying and terrifying
Before I died, I left a note
I wrote how the school is careless and cavalier
I bet they hoped I dropped out and sell dope
All the pain in my life, I want it to go away
I want to fade away and be washed today
Now, I'm in heaven with Grandma and sibling sister
Its a scandal, the bullies are not behind bars
Them times, I had pencils thrown at my face in class
Everybody laugh, they pass the gas to they friends
If you got cash, they going snatch or steal it from you
When people say they love you, they sarcastic
They don't care about you, they hope you have static
I committed suicide