Persecutors

(Verse)

I'm an adolescent, I'm fifteen

I go to high school with fools that hide tools

I got good grades in class, I was fly cool

Until, one day, these new kids arrived at school

They was picking on me and putting me in lockers

They kicked me when I was in soccer

Everybody espied me, nobody supplied a hand

Gaze at me as I get up and getting out of quicksand

I walk away at a slow pace, my face down in the hallway

In my section, they show venom there's no affection

I got my first wedgie and underwear showing

The bullies came back at me and was throwing rocks

I found a gun in my mom room and was cocking Glocks

My mom in the other room, she reading a newspaper

'Im not happy and not doing a caper

I want to end it right here and right now

I feel like I want to fight now

Everybody at my school going praise me when I die

They will fake cry and deny what they seen in they eyes

My grandma caught cancer, she sadly died

My sister died, when I was 9 years old, in this cold world

My dad was a dead dad, he was a deadbeat

He never called me, all them nights, I felt appalled

When I die, they may see me under bedsheets

This time, I'm dying by the trigga

I feel like I'm seeing the gun bigga

I shot myself in the head, now, I'm dead

You detect blood on my face, that's all red

My mom heard a shot and came in my room

She started breaking down and crying

What she seen was horrifying and terrifying

Before I died, I left a note

I wrote how the school is careless and cavalier

I bet they hoped I dropped out and sell dope

All the pain in my life, I want it to go away

I want to fade away and be washed today

Now, I'm in heaven with Grandma and sibling sister

Its a scandal, the bullies are not behind bars

Them times, I had pencils thrown at my face in class

Everybody laugh, they pass the gas to they friends

If you got cash, they going snatch or steal it from you

When people say they love you, they sarcastic

They don't care about you, they hope you have static

I committed suicide