Ty'Jule
When I'm Gone (Freestyle)
I had a lot of energy, and, now, I’m sad
I can't stop crying and weeping
I can't concentrate, I got so much on my mind
I was feeling great, but, now, I feel like I hate myself
I can't stop desiring sexual intercourse, I need to chill out
I try to end my addiction, but it's difficult
I need medication so I can be stable
I'm composing lyrics while I’m sitting at the table
I'm feeling dejected, I can't get out my bed
I don't want to get on my sled in the snow
In my room, I'm shedding tears and sobbing
I kept getting in trouble with the law, I couldn’t stop robbing
I'm hearing voices in my head saying “you should be dead.”
I believe people plotting on me, they want to put me to sleep
I got alogia, I don't have much to say in conversations
I'm having suicidal thoughts, I need help