(Chorus)
If I die from suicide, would you be there by my side
Think of all the times I tried to be there for you when you cried
I hated when I let you down I hated even more when I wasn't around
You were all alone lying on the ground
I was thinking of you while I drowned my sorrows

(Verse)
Empty bottles in my room from drowning thoughts I had of you
Popping percs until I overdose because I lost the things I loved the most
Don’t hit me up don't call my phone I just want to be left alone
With a hand full of pills and a bottle of jack
Just know I killed myself if I don't text you back
But before I go hit up Kam and all my bros
Let them know that I have to go
Then I end the call, put that rope around my neck
Jump off the chair, damn this is it
N***a this is the end, Ive been dreaming of this
I’m so tired of this life and what I have to give
Feels like there's no reason to live, the only reason I have is the reason to quit

(Chorus)
If I die from suicide, would you be there by my side
Think of all the times I tried to be there for you when you cried
I hated when I let you down I hated even more when I wasn't around
You were all alone lying on the ground
I was thinking of you while I drowned my sorrows
(Outro)
If I die from suicide
Would you be there by my side
Think of all the times I tried, to be there for you when you cried
I hated when I let you down, I hated even more when I wasn't around
You were all alone lying on the ground
I was thinking of you while I drowned my sorrows