Greencastle
[Verse 1: YOUNG XAV]
Last night, couldn't fathom that you sent a text
Clock struck 3am
I’m nothing short of vexed
Mind racing at the thought of what I couldn't fix
Despite our differences
We never thought it'd come to this
Wonder if, we never parted our separate ways
But you were chasing love, I was chasing fame
So what followed were the promises that I would break
My mistake, forever wasn’t mine to give or take
Only now, can I see it with such a clarity
Took it all for granted, what we had was such a rarity
Knowing me, I had to see it for myself
What's it matter, when they say you only care about yourself
Nobody else
Tryna figure who I'm cut out to be
Just say the words, you regret never doubting me
Harsh reality, time this got some closure
You finally got your song
Sorry I waited until we were over
[Hook: HTHAZE]
Its been a real long night
I just wanna drive, I can't escape my mind
It'll be alright
I don't know what I'm looking for
I don't know what will be in store
Feeling nothing, I’m feeling nothing
But I’m thinking 'bout everything, everything
[Verse 2: YOUNG XAV]
Yeah
Those late night drives when I’d think of it all
Start to wonder, will I amount to nothing at all
Just a thought
What if the next one could be me
They say I'll probably blow it
Never accomplish a thing
These days, find it hard to follow a dream
The team's got my back, but the outcomes on me
I wanna make you proud
So I work to succeed
At the end of the day
This is for you and not me
Anxiety's on high, I know I struggle with that
Hours on the road is my mind holding in tack
I long for something more
That’s a matter of fact
I fear a normal life, always been haunted by that
My dreams and where I am seem like worlds apart
I can picture a finish
But can't envision the start
Scattered pieces of a puzzle
That's the journey so far
All I can say is fuck it
And just follow my heart
[YOUNG XAV's ex-girlfriend voice recording]
I love you
[YOUNG XAV's friend voice recording]
I understand what these songs are about
Who they are about
Everything that's coming out of your mouth
Are events like you said
Happened within the past couple months or so
[YOUNG XAV voice recording]
You know
It's always scary when you put your heart and soul into something
There's always that chance that it may never happen
There's a good chance that everything I'm doing
Could literally amount to nothing
But at the same time
This can change my life forever
[Hook: HTHAZE]
Its been a real long night
I just wanna drive, I can't escape my mind
It'll be alright
I don't know what I'm looking for
I don't know what will be in store
Feeling nothing, I'm feeling nothing
But I'm thinking 'bout everything, everything
Last night, couldn't fathom that you sent a text
Clock struck 3am
I’m nothing short of vexed
Mind racing at the thought of what I couldn't fix
Despite our differences
We never thought it'd come to this
Wonder if, we never parted our separate ways
But you were chasing love, I was chasing fame
So what followed were the promises that I would break
My mistake, forever wasn’t mine to give or take
Only now, can I see it with such a clarity
Took it all for granted, what we had was such a rarity
Knowing me, I had to see it for myself
What's it matter, when they say you only care about yourself
Nobody else
Tryna figure who I'm cut out to be
Just say the words, you regret never doubting me
Harsh reality, time this got some closure
You finally got your song
Sorry I waited until we were over
[Hook: HTHAZE]
Its been a real long night
I just wanna drive, I can't escape my mind
It'll be alright
I don't know what I'm looking for
I don't know what will be in store
Feeling nothing, I’m feeling nothing
But I’m thinking 'bout everything, everything
[Verse 2: YOUNG XAV]
Yeah
Those late night drives when I’d think of it all
Start to wonder, will I amount to nothing at all
Just a thought
What if the next one could be me
They say I'll probably blow it
Never accomplish a thing
These days, find it hard to follow a dream
The team's got my back, but the outcomes on me
I wanna make you proud
So I work to succeed
At the end of the day
This is for you and not me
Anxiety's on high, I know I struggle with that
Hours on the road is my mind holding in tack
I long for something more
That’s a matter of fact
I fear a normal life, always been haunted by that
My dreams and where I am seem like worlds apart
I can picture a finish
But can't envision the start
Scattered pieces of a puzzle
That's the journey so far
All I can say is fuck it
And just follow my heart
[YOUNG XAV's ex-girlfriend voice recording]
I love you
[YOUNG XAV's friend voice recording]
I understand what these songs are about
Who they are about
Everything that's coming out of your mouth
Are events like you said
Happened within the past couple months or so
[YOUNG XAV voice recording]
You know
It's always scary when you put your heart and soul into something
There's always that chance that it may never happen
There's a good chance that everything I'm doing
Could literally amount to nothing
But at the same time
This can change my life forever
[Hook: HTHAZE]
Its been a real long night
I just wanna drive, I can't escape my mind
It'll be alright
I don't know what I'm looking for
I don't know what will be in store
Feeling nothing, I'm feeling nothing
But I'm thinking 'bout everything, everything