Darkside

I love you too much, I show it too less
What did you say? Bitch, I know what you said
You make a man hittin’ rock bottom feel lower
So what I had a couple shots of vodka? I’m sober
Don’t need a second mother, if I wanna have another I’m a grown man
You wanna go? Then go then
How did you become my enemy?
Phone is off, then it’s the removal of my wedding ring
Then it’s driving under the influence of the devil’s drink
Heading to the club, where I forget about everything
The girl across the bar
She don’t know about my pain, she don’t know I lost my job
But she make me feel young again
Just for one night, I feel like another man
How did I get here? Bartender says I’m at my limit
I try to get another drink, said after that I’m finished
The Guiness and white russians I never should’ve mixed like apartheid

(Hook)
Now I’ve fallen to the darkside, yeah
And I thought I heard your heart cry, yeah
Cuz I’ve fallen to the darkside, yeah
But please don’t let the spark die, no
Maybe one day I can find my way back to you

Uhhh, wake up in my own vomit
On the floor of our apartment, shit I almost choked on it
Ya runnin over to me with a glass of cold water
Tryin’ to clean me up before I see our six year old daughter
I tell you that I love you, you tell me that I’m drunk
Don’t you hear I said I love you? You tell me that’s enough
I barely keep my eyes open, doesn’t matter, can’t see beyond my false pride

(Hook)

Yeah, I know my father was an alcoholic
I gotta hear about it everytime I have a tonic
It’s got a little gin, you worried bout a lil drop?
Promise when I get a job, this liquor’s goin in a box
Hey what you doin? Where you think you goin with our daughter?
Just because I missed parent day at kindergarten?
Now she’s cryin, Molly, shhh, I know you’re hurtin now
Mommy and Daddy got some issues, we gonn work it out
Do you remember my face? The sound of my voice?
Am I just a fool to think that I had a choice
I saw my whole life leave in a range rover
Then took a shot of Beefeater for the hangover
Found my way back to you, baby, all night