Parties never end
Money-to-alcohol, you spend
And I'd watch the night turn blue
And you'd still feel like we're true
Because drunken midnight words
Always speaking truth not heard
And I don't know what love means
When there's lust behind-the-scenes

Ask the gods for guidance
But I cannot see the sun
Because the clouds of marijuana
Hang above the word of fun
And we always do our homework
Seated, by the blue bus stop
And we'd pass along a cigarette
And the cycle never stopped

And I know, you'll never stop this
So I try to stay okay
Though I cannot rid the smell of smoke
Even to this day
And I'd watch them one-by-one
All my friends turn to drugs
Fill the holes of depression
When they needed most was hugs

And if I can't, find it
I know that I'd blind myself
Just to stop, crying
I'd linger beside my hell
And If I can't, see you
I'll feel you in three, two, one
'cause blasting in, starships
We run home, just, for, fun

And if it's just, young love
I know you'll wake up with someone else
But boy, it's okay, yeah
It's not like I know, any else
And I don't see value
In kicking or, screaming out
So I'll fall to my anxiety
And let it all eat, me, up

When football season ended
And the air turned so cold
And the kids all turn angry
'cause their home life's getting old
So you ask your older cousin
For straight vodka, it's a win
When you feel approved by others
It's like you shot-up heroin

Cigarette butts in angel fountains
Green gardens turning gray
Alcohol mixed-with coffee
And you're lying to his face
Fruit flies inside your kitchen
And champagne left overnight
Scrub all the walls and windows
'till your mansions looking right

And I know, you'll never stop this
So I tried to stay away
Though I couldn't rid the smell of tequila
Even to this day
And I watch them one-by-one
As all my friends fall apart
Fill the stomach ulcers and bugs
When they needed most was art

And if I can't, find it
I know that I'd blind myself
Just to stop, crying
I'd linger beside my hell
And If I can't, see you
I'll feel you in three, two, one
'cause blasting in, starships
We run home, just, for, fun

And if it's just, young love
I know you'll wake up with someone else
But boy, it's okay, yeah
It's not like I know, any else
And I don't see value
In kicking or, screaming out
So I'll fall to my anxiety
And let it all eat, me, up

And if it's just young love
I'll go look somewhere else
I'll look for a new boy
With eyes like a wolves
And I feel so anxious
Because it's one of those
The boys who are like me
Been hurting for too long

And if it's just young love
I guess I'm an adult now
Add three years to my age
Guess that's where I'll live now
And I love his smile
So picturesque, in my head
But when I will miss him
It feels like my heart is dead