​whxami
Thoughts
[Verse 1]
And as we approaching the end of the summer
I haven't been doing much
Just writing my friends losing touch
Whenever we chill
Ain't a lot just a couple of us
But it ain't the same as it was like showing up late interrupting class like we care
All them people ain't fuckin with us but I never changed for no one I followed my dream til it's a reality here
And I knew that one day it would come and music it gave me the hope I need everyday just to cope anxiety fears
Everyone that I knew growing up
It's college or working a bunch
Society turned them to clones
And I don't know where I'ma go
Cuz I know I'm worth so much more
Than jobs as a clerk at a store
With bosses who lurk over shoulders
Why you seem scared to be different from the rest of the crowd
I told you they never accept me I accepted myself
And that's the difference when you live for you or somebody else
Nobody gonna know what's best for you except you for now

[Chorus]
And everyday start to feel the same I can't remember bout a time it didn't feel this way (this way)
I swear anxiety feel so strange (so strange)
Don't worry bout me just do your thing (thing)
And if you feel alone I can relate I used to think I was the only one but then it changed (changed)
Stay inside today (today)
It's like I waste my life away (away)