[Verse]
Hey there man
Been a while since I went and tried to talk to you
I know you on the other side
I promised that I wouldn't cry, but honestly man I lied and I’m sorry
I should be recordin' but I'm warnin’ you
I'm stuck in the past, everybody else ignorin' you
Said that I'm just grieving but I refuse to believe it
You were a role model
I was drinkin' whole bottles, livin' life at full throttle
You deserve to take my place and I feel like a disgrace
Found this girl who I see your gravestone in the face of
Tryin' to be with her but I know that it's just fake love
And now I’m makin’ music
To distract myself from my dreadful decisions
Your death left a painful incision
And now my vision is clouded and shrouded in my mind
And I'm so fuckin’ through
(In the sea of night where my soul is real)
And now I feel empty, but I know it's nothin' new
(In the sea of night where my soul is real)

[Chorus]
Look at the moon, look at your casket
Growin' up you know we never really had shit
Guess
It’s about you
It's about you
About you
(Lovin' that you're givin' I know [?])
(Let me let me [?])
(Say you'll never let me go, let me go)
(Say you love me)
(Lovin' that you're givin' I know [?])
(Let me let me [?])
(Say you'll never let me go, let me go)
(Say you love me)

[Verse 2]
Hey man
How you feelin' so far
I told you not to cry, but I know that you are
I can't help but feel like karma was a part of this
Two short months I was ready to depart from this Earth
You always think you're so much less than you're worth and it hurts
And I have to leave you in the dark
I know for me as much as you it wasn't a walk in the park
(In the sea of night where my soul is real)
I'm thinkin' music ain't a work of art
(In the sea of night where my soul is real)
The idea of Heaven is too saturated
I know you don't believe in God but I've become infatuated
With the answers to the questions of life
I'm almost there but the world is grippin' me tight
Remember you were cryin', felt a hand on your shoulder
That was me
I'm bound to this Earth and my heart feels heavy
I freed my soul but I don't know how free death has sent me
Don't ever feel like a distant memory
I'll always be alive as long as you let me be
I'm here (I'm here)
Send the angels, come and get me

[Bridge]
Don't ever feel like a distant memory
I'll always be alive as long as you let me be
I'm here

[Outro]
I won't hesitate to call your name
Honestly I feel at home
She won't even call my phone, she won't even say hello
Now I'm dyin' to show them all my sin
Saw the devil and he talked to me
Said he wanna save my soul
All these ho's won't let me ball
I won't float so let me fall
Let me drown, I wanna die in pain
I won't hesitate to call your name
Honestly I feel at home
She won't even call my phone, she won't even say hello
Now I'm dyin' to show them all my sin
Saw the devil and he talked to me
Said he wanna save my soul
All these ho's won't let me ball
I won't float so let me fall
Let me drown, I wanna die in pain