(Papi JD)
Drowning in depression as the tears pour
Asking yourself what am I here for
Questioning the dear lord
Convinced there's nothing left to live for
Molested when you was a child
By the Chester with the creepy smile
Pressured you to do some things that’s really foul
Mom accepted it cause she was in denial
Convinced yourself abuse is love
Which led to your abuse of drugs
I bet every time you in the tub
Imagining your body floating in the suds
Contemplating suicide, tried it once but you survived
Standing in the mirror, devil in your eyes!
Should I do it from the front, or shoot it from the side?
(Klergy)
I’m overthinking again, theses words in side of my head repeatin’ repeatin’
I’m overthinking again theses words inside of my head they never they never end
(Papi JD)
Blaming God for what’s been done to you, feel he gave you life to punish you
Hurt by everyone you run into
End up walking on you like some running shoes
Always felt you wasn’t Momma's best
That you were treated different from the rest
So in your mind you think you worth less
That you ain’t worth dirt, you deserve death
Imaging your soul tore, on the bathroom on that cold floor
With your back against that closed door
And you slashing it with slow force
Blood running down your wrist
Dripping from your finger tips
Pills causing you to drift
Slipping into the abyss
(Klergy)
I’m overthinking again, theses words in side of my head repeatin’ repeatin’
I’m overthinking again theses words inside of my head they never they never end