[Verse]
When all these dudes are hiding
I be grinding
I be riding
Keeping up the pace before the numbers started climbing
Got a couple brothers, and they riding
I keep making music cause it starts to feel a fucking [?]
You might find it funny
But I think its amazing
There, I used to hate
But now my life has started changing, for the better
If [?] it feels like I got my life together
Got to thank a certain girl
And I'll never forget her
Guess we had our differences
There were a couple instances
Where I could have been nice to you
Instead I just lied to you
She'll never forget me
If she says she will
Then that bitch is lying
I did a lot of bad shit
But that don't mean I weren't trying
She was always there for me when I felt like I was dying
I was always the reason that she broke down and was crying
Maybe you can take my pain away
Maybe shut the voices up
Cause I hear them like everyday
I just wish you fucking felt the same
But it's my fault
I know I'm the one the blame