They love my mind cause the way my brain speaks to my heart
I hate myself, through pain i was drawn to this art
I hate this craft
Lately my hearts been feeling understaffed

You're the one who knows me the best
Tell me why im so down and a wreck
Tell me why my life got me feelin this depressed, the disrespect
Got me feelin distressed yes

I'm impossible to gage
Depraved moleculves in rage
Weekends surronded by kids i dont know
Girls come through wanna fuck snort blow then they go
And its all good till you're sitting in a dark room
Then you realise in your life nobodys really got you
Rotting a way, my night fades away to day and i can't show my face around school
Around you
Around you

Used think this shit was cringe, now i binge watch
Want a gold benz just to flex rock, diamonds on my wrist clock
Bitch watch while i hit top

Wondering if im a fucking freak while im sneakin down these streets
Terrified to sleep refuses my sheets just wanna christan me

Listening to slighty outta tune rap beats
While im praying for a better mic
And begging god for a better life
But im walkin from a different time
Speaking to a bunch of imbeciles who've lived a different type
My teachers like beg and choose while they tell me that im outta line
Everythings in different shades of black and white
Its my highlight of a life, yeh these letters that i write
Nobody gave a fuck about my feelings till i made them rhyme

Known as the kid who speaks alot
I would die for some quite time, a silent mind

I techniquelly been known to overwrite
Stay awake and write overnight
Familys asleep outside, while im writing tracks by the candlelight
Out of sight and out of mind

Never been much of a socialite

Never deliberatly been a bad kid, theres just been situations in my life where i sorta lacked wit
Sorta lacked it, yo i never really had it
Ill sleep when im fucking dead, i dont need the practice