[Intro: Sample]
I had no-no version of the story that didn't end up with me being fine
Your first reaction is, let me tell them I’m cool
[Pre-Verse: nxthxn]
Can we just chill for a little
Can we just keep it real simple
In reality we sometimes are stuck in a pickle
Trials and tribulations and I'm in the middle
Times is wasting with rhymes that I scribble
Can we just keep it real civil
[Verse 1: nxthxn]
Instead x was murdered by a pistol
And when the news made it official
Felt like the world was hit by a missile
Launched by vices like five cents people do for a nickel
We mourn for a week then the next day we giggle
I'm just disgusted by how they gonna justify
Talking dirt on his name when he just a guy
Y’all comments are just a lie
That make the other side's mothers cry
And I wonder why, per se if I did a survey
On the earths sake
Ppl would take clout for the worst ways
I can't battle that I'm defeated
In the aftermath I got weakness
I can't rap as fast as of recent
And when Mac had passed I'm left speechless
[Verse 2: Young Da Vinchi]
Rest in Power to my idol Mac Miller
All these young deaths make me want to aim at my rivals making me the killer
But I'm not able to be stable when I constantly see people dying
Not sure what's keeping me from crying at night
Is it the constant lines that I write
Laying down in my bed thinking fucked up things
Questioning if I’m deranged in my head
In my own fantasy at the top but honestly
I should stop I don’t want to make people that I'll never meet depressed by my death
But fuck it, I don’t know
I'm trying to make the ones around me not stressed anymore
Make them fucking blessed to live
What would happen if I slammed the door?
Would that help them survive
I don't know I'm just trying to strive in this cut throat game
With pen as my weapon will it truly bring armageddon
What will be the outcome of my life
Will soon to be fans call me a legend when my time comes