[Verse 1]
Everyone's telling me to stop
When I go full force
I stop and see behind the doors
Blend in behind the work force
Or stand out
But then I look around
I'm feeling so down
Cause they pushed me there
I saw me sad and asked why
I explained how they brought this pain to my membrain
Destroyed my memories
Even my dreams it seems
See behind the scenes
My joy is dying
My eyes are crying
No more am I flying
But I fly away
To escape these days
Push to the future
But my future sucks
I know that my future's fucked
Let's face it, my future don't like the jetsons
I'll be in debt son
I'll be indebted to it
This music is helping me get through it
A compliment this day
They destroy me the next
I know I ain't the best
No need to remind
Cause I can't warp time
But the machine's within me
So I escaped the game
I escaped to be captured by the next
My problems pushing me over the edge
They put out shit, all it fucking art
I put out art, they call it shit
I let my lines define me
Please note that I'm trying
My hardest, to be a respected artist
But I'm far from it
All I want is the bliss
I feel so pissed
[Chorus] x2
They told me give up
I don't see why not
But I can't see anything
All I see are the lines on my screen
My own mind's lying
A desperate attempt of my trying
[Verse 2]
The lines find a new way
To get me to the next day
While I try to escape
But the exit's blocked
I feel so fucked
So I duck
Dodge the bad shit
It's only delaying the invedible
I food don't even seem edible
But it makes my lines more audible
I listen to verses from the bible
I question myself
I question everything
I question god existence
I want to believe
But it makes me feel week
I've been like this for over 52 weaks
Day after day
Things never change
But I gotta take a chance
Cause now I'm the fucking rapper
No longer can I keep quiet
I'm quite tired of fighting
The the rulers of everything
Are taking me down
I'm going against all the odds
They say nothing is impossible
But this shit's not possible
Kick it like Kim Possible
But lookin like Ron Stoppable
So please just listen
I'm hissen like a kitten
To say fuck you
But I really do love you
I just want you to love me too
I just want you to love what I do
Support what I'm asking for
Or atleast just not calling my songs horse shit
Cause it really does hurt
Cuts to the core
The core is all fucked
I work for the bonus
These notes are all fucked
They tell me to look up
Seeming for the better days
Never let the breath escape
Stop searching for the death escape
[Chorus] x2
They told me give up
I don't see why not
But I can't see anything
All I see are the lines on my screen
My own mind's lying
A desperate attempt of my trying