Waste my time on my whole life
Hold my thought cos I've been sleep deprived
Waste my life in my broke mind
Hold my words cos they never come out right


I'm trying really hard to be someone you'd like
I'm trying really hard to feel like I'll be fine
I'm trying really hard and maybe I'll find my reflection
In life and all that unkind


Can't I be a little self sure
Self secure
On that I'm not all that I think I am
Can't I get a little control
Open my doors
On that I'm not all that bad as I think i am


I don't really care for what I have left
Because i fucked myself up so mutch I might deserve this mess
And Fuck all this love because i hate to admit that i'm really like this a just scum piece of shit and i know it could be brighter, yeah i know I could aim higher and now i know I should think lighter i know i'll be fine if I was a tryer



I hate how i can't let myself hang low and if I didn't speak at all I think I would let it go but if i knew how way hurt would i promised to let you know that i've been feeling so goddamn low and i just can't let it go


Do u remember 2000 and 13 from then on I wished that my life wasn't seen cause I hate would I could have been left myself slit out my skin
Drowned all my dreams left go down the sink

I'm sorry baby I should have tried harder jumped of a bridge that was just that little bit higher ''ha'' i'm sorry if my words can't be any sharper but i cut out my mind and then i set the remains on fire

Yeah

Atleast I could have said then i'm gone on the drugs
But I'm sober now and I still don't seem to fuck up
And i'm sorry I can't accept all your love
It wears me off, believe me in my head cause that's already tirering enough


Waste my time on my whole life
Hold my thought cos I've been sleep deprived
Waste my life in my broke mind
Hold my words cos they never come out right



I'm trying really hard to be someone you'd like
I'm trying really hard to feel like I'll be fine
I'm trying really hard and maybe I'll find my reflection
In life and all that unkind