[Intro]
Don't know why I still try
And she wonders why I
I don't trust nobody
Not even Her
[Verse 1]
Tired of feeling like I’m feeling myself
Cause' every time I open up
I just get locked in this cell
I know n***as that been witnessing hell
Everybody look at me
But I can’t look at myself
And there ain’t nothing that helps
Tryna get this bread before it goes stale
But motherfuckers sell out like they working in sales
The devil’s in proposals like a demon at Zales
My trust is a blade and by your schemes I’m impaled
Now I wonder, now I wonder why I’m corrupt
Everybody back the fuck up before I erupt
All these questions lead to masking my depressions with lessons
Nobody understands the motherfucking trust they be testing (Shit)
The truth hurts but trust is worse
Something that you give that comes back as a curse
Like false words you blurt
When feelings are hurt
It don’t work
So the pain just lurks
Now the sky’s clear
But the sun went down
I know at times like this
I wish the world slowed down
I been putting on a show but there ain’t no crowd (Yeah)
Putting on a show but there ain’t no crowd (Yeah)
[Verse 2]
How you tell me there’s a storm
When there ain’t no clouds
You tell me things are looking up
While I stare at the ground
Sit and stare at the ground
Try to sit and prepare help everybody around
But if I hung from a ledge would anybody help me down (yeah)
Man just let me down