[Verse 1]
I can't come in today
I think I've caught a bug
I know I need the pay
Right now I don't give a fuck
Because today I'm just so tired of myself
(I just want to dwell)
I'm thinking slowly
I can feel my only way out
Is through my restraints now
I wish I had another way
(I wish I had another way)
I've been drinking
And maybe it's not such a good thing

[Chorus]
I'm not good
God, just give me some release
God, just give me something please
'Cause I'm drunk and on my knees
I'm not good
I'm naked, misunderstood
I know
And I can't, I can't let it go

[Verse 2]
I broke from my god
I covered myself in dirt
I can't get stuff done
I'm feeling the dread
I'm smoking too much
I'm staying in bed
I've let those demons back in my head
I need to find a balance
Before I lose myself again