Here I be - inch closer - to horizons/
My own fear an depression - cannibalizin/
This feelin of nothingness - gettin recycled/
Plead inside - thoughts got me weak an tired/
Matter of factly - how reflections hurt so much/
Think the devils in the details - life messier then mud/
So I start fiendin - any type of stimulation/
Use a high like stimuli - anticipation only deepens the tribulation/
With no end in sight - guessin there's no rest for the weary/
Demons talkin like the end is near me - dirt on the shoulder I see it clearly/
Mind state got me clueless - even with the writing on the wall/
Own name harrowin - a picture a memento that my heart went awol/
Life’s unexpected I've known - holdin myself hostage - can see tomorrow/
Dreams got me in a choke hold too - thinkin the worse ish resetin back to zero/
Livin without a plan prayin - stuck in a trance - hopin a mask'll gimme a chance/
Eye contacts bone chillin barely withstand a glance - left pickin up pieces I think’ll pass/
Intention no matter the goal got me trippin an exposed clutchin to fool's gold/
Need to let go but swallowed the ego - identity hidin all up in me like hulk in a zone/
Best laid plans pointless - nightmares got my head in a fog - wishin you notice - silence is a sign I'm amiss/
Bein voiceless got my choices cataclysmic - second guesses got me losin - what ifs makin falsehood timeless/
Range of emotion like a kill shot without lookin - effect still got me soul searchin/
Feelin devastated to - my game like an ace up the sleeve - goals duly noted through excursions/