[Verse 1]
This time last year
I was running from sleep
You can’t trust no fucking body
Look what that did to me
I was living with some demons
And not one came from me
If they say they don’t like me
What did they do to me
Homelessness down on benches
Out on Andover Drive
Keep that shit down to myself
I could not see with my eyes
Blinded by people
And evil it’s all out to get me
Thank God for Terrell
If I go then that n***a go with me
Loyalty came in Burbank
Drugs came in the doorway
I did so many percs
The only perk was the weight gain
Backwards
I used want a family
Now I see that don’t matter
I’m too good on my own
I got destructive type damage
Yeah Yeah
[Verse 2]
5 Years in LA
Time I will not get back
I broke my leg for motherfuckers
That wouldn’t sign on my cast
Seems like everyone I meet
Will set a date for my past
I hate being around these people
Get that shit from my dad
Seasons gon' change of course
Met you and set the course
I do everything you ask
Who the fuck could do more
This is haunting my dear
People watching my dear
I told them give you 20 ‘fore your 21st hit my dear
I’m yours
What you want from me
Hate when you tell me nothing
Cause when every time they say that
Then they all get too comfy
Paranoid of you leaving
We know how I could be
And you know this ones about you
Cause I just said fifteen
Yeah
Yeah Yeah
Yeah
[Verse 3]
Look
Signed to Beka at Wide Eyed
Thought my eye couldn’t get bigger
Had to give out clear eye
And now my eyes just got richer
Arkansas’ RiverBoy gon’ bring that championship home
I need a ring for all my n***as we know how that list go
Michael, and Garrett
Took me a while but I get it
Hate when my ego admits it
I know you backing the business
Kobe told me if I let him he gon' work for the team
Told ‘em grab that diploma but fuck that college degree
Ian I know you listening
Emotions they tend to miss me
Seen you bred to be a winner
Now that winning gon' be with me
Overextending myself
Ripped my arm out its socket
My capital goin’ low
We askin’ what’s in your wallet
Hold on